TELL THEM...

When they disappoint your soft feelings and break your simple dreams...
When they leave you like days do, like your age goes...

When a big pain grows in your poor heart, just because they left you alone!!!

After all of that the days bring them back to your life again! How you are going to receive them?!? What you are going to say to them?!?

TELL THEM...

That you have forgot them... You turned your heart back to them... And you walked into the opposite way where they are not there... Because maybe there, in that way, you can find new people deserve you...

TELL THEM...

That the days never repeated again... That the stages never back again... And now you won't them, just like what they did when you were need them...

TELL THEM...
That your dreams ended when they left you alone...

TELL THEM...
That you cried a lot tell you become so sure that they dead and will never back again...

TELL THEM...
That you don't have the ability to bring them back to life after they chosen to die inside your heart...

TELL THEM...
That when they left you, it let you to rediscover yourself, to rediscover the things surrounded you... To find that there is a lot much better than them... And let you to donate your life to the beautiful things around you...

TELL THEM...
That you have repainted yourself... And you have removed there fingerprints from your deep inside walls... That you have stripped the knifes they had planted in your back...

TELL THEM...
That you reborn again, and you are so careful to purficate the space they have used to stay in... And your clean area now doesn't widen for them any more...

TELL THEM...
That you have closed all the waiting stations after they left... And you stopped wearing yearning clothes, stopped staring arrivals faces, searching in crush for them smell... Hopefully that a good chance may bring them back to you again...

TELL THEM...
That they have expired, and your heart beats are not for them any more...

TELL THEM...
That the space in your memory is not for them any more... because you won't fell it with sad and pain again...

TELL THEM...
That you have hemorrhaged them like your blood... That you have downed them like a dead baby... That you have released them from your heart like birds from cage... That you have closed all the doors and you won't open it again to people who don't deserve it at all...

TELL THEM...
That every sense has a time... Every dream has a time... Every story has a time... Every happiness has a time and every sadness have a time like every one have a time!!! And now... Thier time has ended!

TELL THEM...
Don't tell them anything...
Receive them silently!!! Some times silence have a strong ability to express what words can't explain!!!

Together

I don't want to tell you what's going on with me

What's happened to me in this life…

I want to start my life with you again

To start where no one is there...

I don't want to tell you what's going on with me
What's happened to me in this life…

I want to start my life with you again

To start where no one is there...

I don't want to tell you what the matter is

What had broke my hope

What made my smile just a pain

I don't want to tell you what's going on with me

Take me with you

Hold my hand and take me with you

Take me to the no where

Where is no injustice there...

Take me with you

My heart is only for you...

Take me with you

All what happened before

I won't remember anymore...

Take me with you

Even it's not a true...

Take me with you

I don't want to tell you what's going on with me

When I feel you are beside me

I can go with you to our life,

just to live there with you

How I would like to spent my life

When I feel you are beside me

I don't want anyone here

When I feel you are beside me

I can feel the true love

I want to live my life with you

When you are beside me

I can feel the warm of sun...

When you are beside me

I can expulsion my fears...

When you are beside me

My life is just a heaven

Idon't want to tell you what's going on with me!

I don't want to tell you what's going on with me

What's happened to me in this life...

I want to start my life with you again

To start where no one is there

I won't tell you what the matter is

What had broke my hope

What made my smile just a pain

I won't tell you what's going on with me

DIED

They have told me that the human be can DIE more than hundred time!!! I didn't believe that tell I DIED more than thousand time!!!

I died when you KILLED me by your kind...
I died when you made me BELIVE your promises...
I died when you ACCUSED me of something I didn't do...
I died when you LEFT me alone in the dark...
I died when you DENIED me and keep acting that u still want me...
I died when you are CELEBRATING your life while you watching my tears...
I died when I saw your REAL FACE for the first time...
I died when I discovered how CRUEL life is...
I died when I realized that all my MEMORIES were just PEOPLE ACTING....
I died when I discovered that I am a BIG FOOL...

Is it that easy when people treat you as a dead person!!! I decided to live again to have another chance for better DEATH!!! But tell that I'm suffering my life... Every time I pass in a place where we used to go together...when you said a word that you used to say... the pictures, messages and calls...every thing in my life going to reminds you of me, SORRY I mean remind me of you...

I used to have a place to go when I am sad...
A chest to cry on when I feel bad...
A hug when I feel alone...
A hand that can left me up every time I am down...

I used to feel in those days that I'm in the safest place on the earth, with the kindness person in the world!!!

How can I forget.. And how did they can forget all of that, is it that much easy...
Shall I wait them to come back to me?
Can I trust them again...
IF they come back? Shall I forgive them...
I don't know the answer yet!!! But what im sure about that tell now they still in my life, and i wont them out even keeping them here in my life killing me softly...
I'm going to wait for new actors for my play to help me to forget who killed me softly, even i wont forget them...

And finally I DIED when I REALIZED the SIMPLE TRUTH!!!