Monday, January 14, 2008

One Year Old

A few years ago, i used to celebrate my birthday alone! I used to celbrate it in the deep dark, to give my tears the chance to blow my birthday candels, year after years candles were increased and there were more tears to blow it out...

One year ago people started sending me msgs to wish me a happy birthday like how they used to do...
It's like yesterday, when i celebrated my birthday last year...
It's Just like yesterday when i got her msg... It was kind off diffrent! It wasn't only to wish me a happy birthday... She was like watching me since a while out side my window, knowing everything in my life by reading between the lines!!! I used to write journals, and people used to read it... but she was diffrent, she never ever read my journals, she was finding the secrets i used to hide between the lines...
It's just like yesterday when we we chated for the first time...
it's just like yesterday when we did the first call... Confused... So confused she was... I still remeber the first word she said on the phone (Alo, Alo...).
All that passed just so fast... Like its a dream... A dream made me escape a 22 years I lived, a dream made me celebrate the first year of my life...
One Year Old... Its my agae!!!
13th of january... It's our birthday...
Although yesterday wasn't the perfect day to me... But she made it up by every single small thing she did. From being around all the time even she is away,buy being the first one to wish me a happy birthday, buy singing me everytime everytime we call...
She made up my birthday buy every single thing she did...
Happy birthday to you not you :)